I’m having a hard time thinking outside of these broad, powerful colors and themes that really only fuel the pseudo-poetry I’ve been writing.
It’s also hard not to treat this blog like a daily journal. But I don’t want to make that public.
That would be a nightmare.
I’m trying to think about what I was thinking about today, but I don’t know if this is the page I want to write about them on. I think most of those thoughts are going to end up in a book or two.
I took a deep breath today, and went to the gym. It had been a minute, and it felt great.
I’m still learning how to chase the dragon just enough so I don’t quit like the other fish in the waterfall. I want to become the dragon, after all, not stay a metamorphic, glorified goldfish stuck in transition.
I’ll probably run tomorrow morning.
I’ve got some more jobs to apply to. Slow day today, but that’s okay.
-H.